I am very disappointed in myself. I am not working as hard as I should be to achieve my goal. I am not eating like I should. I'm not eating poorly, but I am not being as disciplined as I need to be. I am also not getting on the treadmill like I should. I am not taking this seriously. I have plenty of excuses, but none of them would matter if I were serious. If I were serious nothing would stop me from reaching my goals.
So here is the deal. I am giving myself one week. If in that one week I do not get my butt in gear I am going to have to get help. Probably in the form of my husband. The problem is I have no real consequences if I fail. I'm fat now and I will still be fat if I fail. That's not really a big deal to me. I have been fat for a decade. I'm kinda used to it.
I think one of my problems is scheduling. I need to schedule out my day. I get nothing done the way I go at it now. I mean nothing. Before I know it the day is over and I have accomplished nothing. This is going to end up being a total lifestyle change. It's going to suck and I don't want to do it but it needs to be done.
So here I go. This entry was short and to the point. Either the journey continues of my life as a fatty does.
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